I emailed Doug.

He emailed me back.

I emailed him again.

I said that I didn't know if I wanted to be friends. I said that before I could make that decision, I needed to know/say some stuff. Which I did.

People that haven't grown up being completely honest with their relationships don't understand why I felt that I needed to talk to him. I am angry at him, and this is a problem. I don't believe in ignorning problems and silently fuming, or hoping that they go away. Issues aren't resolved by not talking about them. Maybe Doug and I will never have any kind of a relationship, but that isn't what this is about. This is about me getting over him once and for all, which I can't do if I'm still angry about it. I believe that honesty is the best way of going about things.

I wonder how he's going to respond to what I said.