Doug emailed me back, with what seems to be an honest answer as to why he broke up with me. He said that he freaked out, and saw both him and I being dragged down. So There you go, my suspicions have been confirmed.

He also apologized. The first one that actually sounds real. He said that I never deseved be treated such a way. And once again, I feel like he's being sincere.

I don't know if a relationship with him will work out. He's changed. I think he may be stuck in - what did Vanessa call it - a cessepool of mediocrity. Back to the way he was before I met him.

He says he didn't know himself as well as he thought he did. Instead, I think he knew himself quite well. I think that he's changed, and he's learning his new self. Who you are friends with has an impact on the person that you become.

And last night was the first night I didn't sleep with the giant pink bunny he gave me. Hah. THIS calls for a celebration.

On another note - does it annoy anyone else that after you peel an orange your fingernails go yellow?